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Friday, 10 March 2017

February's Book | We Need To Talk About Kevin

I have been meaning to read 'We Need To Talk About Kevin' for years. My Mum was the one who initially gave it to me, after reading it herself, and I immediately gave it a go, but found I couldn't get into it. About 5/6 years later I finally have picked it up again, and could not put it down! In fact I even took it to work with me to read during my lunch break, something I have never done before. Saying all this, it is not necessarily an enjoyable book, as the story is pretty harrowing and had me thinking about it for a long time. 

'We Need To Talk About Kevin' is a fictional book by Lionel Shriver, telling the story of a school massacre. Written in first person from the perspective of Eva Khatchadourian, the mother of the killer, Kevin, the book is told as a series of letters to Eva's presumed ex-husband Franklin. The letters begin November 1st 2000, nearly 2 years after the crime, and through these letters Eva retells her life before and after Kevin, with continual glimpses into the events of the crime & her present day situation. From early on in the book it is apparent that she was on trial for parental negligence, and in some way these letters to Franklin are her way of showing that whilst she was not the perfect parent, she was also not, in my opinion, responsible for parental negligence. As the story develops we also learn more about Kevin's odd character, and how difficult he was even as a small child. I also find it really interesting hearing about Franklin as a father, and through her retelling how the years unfolded in these letters we see how Franklin also has a lot to answer for as father to Kevin. 

This book is such an interesting and thought provoking read, and I love the complexity of each character in the story. A strong theme in the book is the argument of nature vs nurture, a topic that I continued to debate whilst reading this book. If any of you have read the book, I would love to hear your opinion on whether you felt the parents were responsible for how Kevin turned out.
If you have not read it, then I would really recommend it, it's by no means a happy book, but it is such an interesting story, and one that will stick with me for a long time. 

Thanks for reading

-- AshCam


Monday, 6 March 2017


Oh my February has flown by! I actually am in a little bit of shock that it is March as I write this??!
February has definitely been much busier than I anticipated & I have been thrown back into the working world suddenly, and have found myself working harder than I have in a long time!

 As any of my avid readers will know from my JANUARY post, I started my new internship at the start of this month, working as a studio assistant at Teatum Jones. It has been exactly a month since my first day & it has been crazy & tiring, but super fun and I've been lucky enough to have another internship with the nicest team! I am also very lucky and feel privileged to have been involved in Teatum Jones AW17 London Fashion Week show this month - eeeee!!! The fashion work may look super glamorous from the outside - however, be warned if you are wanting to enter the fashion industry be prepared for stress, hard work, and loooong hours! The Teatum Jones team for example had the show on Friday 19th Feb at 9am, so we went to work Thursday morning and worked through the night and morning, only going home at 4:30pm Friday! A few of the stages of that evening you can see depicted in photos above! As exhausted as I was, it was really good fun, and as a team we never lost motivation, and it was so worth it when seeing the collection come together at the show. It's also been so inspiring seeing Rob Jones, Catherine Teatum & their team working on the collection on the run up to Fashion Week - so much thought and creativity goes into everything they do, and the result is amazing. 

February hasn't all been about work however, and whilst my weekends have mainly been about me catching up on sleep deprivation from LFW, I've also found time to finally go and see La La Land, do a bit of song writing with my sister, and spend time with my cousin. Unfortunately I haven't found as much time as I initially hoped to blog this month, but as always it was in my thoughts and I have plans to change that next month - we'll see how that goes...! I am, however, super excited to see what March holds for me!

Thanks for reading...

-- AshCam


Friday, 10 February 2017


January has felt like such a strange month - to me it's kind of been split in half and the first half feels like it was ages ago! It has also, in January's usual fashion, flown by! How is it that I was still working at Urban this time last month, when I am now nearly 2 weeks into my new placement?!
This is what I mean about it feeling completely split up - I mean, it could even be split into 3 parts - the first week when I was still in Christmas chill mode and blissfully chilling at home and going for drinks with my friends from home-home. Then the second part of my January was my abrupt return to reality as I went back to work again. Though as you know if you have read my earlier post on my past 6 months at Urban Outfitters, then you know that this was also the final 3 weeks of my internship. These weeks just went by in a flash, but were just the best final weeks, and also super emotional!

Friday, 3 February 2017

Friday, 27 January 2017


MONEY MONSTER | 05-01-2017

Money Monster is a 2016 film, directed by Jodie Foster, starring George Clooney, Julia Roberts, Jack O'Connell, & Dominic West. 
George Clooney plays a character called Lee, a successful, charismatic presenter of a TV programme, giving advice to the audience on commerce and Wall Street. The programme is directed by Paddy [Julia Roberts] close friend of Lee. The film begins just as they go on air. but after a few minutes a hostage situation unfolds - Lee is held at gun point live on TV, and forced to put on a bomb vest by Kyle Budwell. Kyle is an angry viewer, having lost everything after investing $60,000, his entire savings, into the stock holder IBIS. Less than 24 hours before the show, IBIS had lost $800 million, apparently due to a glitch in the algorithm. Kyle desperately wants answers, so Lee, Paddy, and the rest of the team attempt to get to the bottom of what happened with IBIS, whilst maintaining order in a stressful hostage situation.

This film is such an intense and fast-pace watch, and you are instantly sucked into the events and people in the film. Even the trailer, which I remember seeing in the cinema a few months back, had this effect and I actually wrote a note in my phone so that I didn't forget to watch it at some point. It was just totally gripping, living up to Jodie Foster's other work, and the way the story goes had me desperately seeking answers and justice for the characters. A definite must-watch!

-- AshCam


Friday, 6 January 2017



Based on a true story, the story follows a young Vera Brittain throughout the First World War.
 Vera is a daughter from a privileged family of four. She is a headstrong character who knows what she wants from the world but is restricted by society and her parents views on her gender and where her place should rightfully be as a woman. Her brother Edward is her closest friend and ally, and the two confide in each other about everything. Vera desperately wants to pursue her dream of studying at Oxford University to become a writer, and eventually, with a bit of persuasion from Edward, her father permits her to take the entry test. She gets in. Edward's school friends Roland and Victor also support her aspirations, and the four spend a happy summer together. Within this time Roland and Vera begin a romance, bonding over poetry as she discovers his interest in becoming a writer also. 
The First World War begins and her friendships and dreams come crashing down around her as she watches Edward, Roland, and eventually Victor go off to fight in the war. Vera abandons her studies and instead becomes a war nurse.

This film is honestly one of the most powerful films I've ever seen, it is so emotionally brutal, and the story made so raw because of the knowledge that it is completely true. Vera is such an inspiring and strong character, and you just feel everything she feels as she desperately clings onto her old life and future hopes as the world crumbles around her. The cast for the film was so perfect too, the four main characters particularly; Alicia Vikander as Vera, Kit Harington as Roland, Taron Egerton as Edward, and Colin Morgan as Victor. 
Please go and watch it if you haven't, and if you have let me know in the comments below, I'd love to see what everyone else thought of it. I would also like to note that this is the first of what I want to make a series on my blog. As said in my previous post I want to start watching amazing new films, and thought I would date each one I watch throughout the year and review them on here to share with you my thoughts and inspire you to get watching!

 -- AshCam

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